no one

the phase of recovery
is interesting
ups and downs
but its starting to feel like
less ups
and more
downs
i’m being re stripped
a couple more punches
and displays of a broken ego
ego
ego
will you love me when i’m nothing
will you love me when i’m no one
o,
wait,
i’m already no one

‘private’: so many qstns

he asked me,
What do you see in yourself?
no reply.
he speaks,
smoothness is apart of the essence
the depths of soul.
What is life for you?
no reply.
I wonder
who are you?
What makes you hop out the bed in the morning to pursue your desires?
no reply.
you ask so many questions, he left She mute.

 

Standard Error


My talents and abilities aren’t nurtured appropriately. I wonder why you want me to adapt towards something that isn’t meant for the purpose of my soul mission ?
So much in She, and yet they want me to be something society demands from She,
Not what most High sees and demands for me
Don’t you see…
You’re not nurturing my talents and abilities appropriately
You’re not nurturing me appropriately
I fall from Glory.
True story
Catch me it’s a horror story
Marginalized She because they demand the wrong from She
She’s not nurtured appropriately
Talent and abilities,
Obsolete.
Standard Error

June 12

I meet you at the garden
kiss She around
noon?
wild love on the grass
I’m your favorite view
I meet you by the purple flowers

He walked away
He walks away
like you always do.

my soul is blue

misunderstood She

her words slapped me
slapped me back in my reality
every time she crushes me
She crushes me
Just like the World crushes She.
I can’t believe
We.
If it wasn’t for her I’d exit and leave
I mean
I mean
I mean
I exit and leave.
3 contextual meanings for She
But her words
Slap me
How do I make them understand She?