If I don’t live, I want to feel.
Yesterday I watched a dance company Contratiempo perform for the community. I miss dancing. Because dance is such an intimate process, I haven't danced as hard or as much as I'd like. Personally, dance opens up congested scars and feelings, once I start dancing I immediately enter a therapeutic zone, and that sometimes means a waterfall of tears or un controllable emotions. Creatives approach differently, and resort to different outlets. For this reason, dance is on hiatus till I'm healed. For now, writing, music, painting, and drawing are my current outlets.