six over six

i miss you everyday…
you probably didn’t think of me today
I dwindle
and you watch from far away
it’s best not to engage
with
me
the sun sets, a river of her tears begin to flow
i don’t wish heartache
on anyone
not even
my
foes
i won’t have a faithful lover,
they fear I’ll write of them someday/
love me
for
a
fraction
of
your
day.
6/6
six over six
love me
for
a
fraction
of
your
day.

A sunset prayer

most High,
thank you for a new day. I recognize I still have a purpose if I’m alive and breathing a new day.(tokes herb) bless my creativity, artistry, and my name. elevate me from this, especially the pain. Rid those with envy and jealousy; rid the silent enemies, especially the ones I cannot see.
bring good hearts back to me.
fill my void with your love
my heart is weak.
renew strength in me.
you do more than plenty for me.
forgive me if i’m blind and wrong,
but there are obstructed realities
I can’t stand to live what I see, and
only some will know what I mean.
renew the lens for we.
bless my herb, creativity, and artistry.
falling falling in between. Kendrick said,
who prayin’ for me?
ain’t nobody prayin’ for me.

ain’t nobody prayin’ for She.

Hate speech

I woke up today with my loud Armenian neighbors speaking to each other next to my bedroom window

“You look like the Russian who goes to the club and kills all those niggas.” (Laughs in amusement, hysterically)

I woke up with their hate speech as my alarm.

spch.

I don’t want to speak anymore
my classmate sneezes
(I’m sorry
I don’t want to speak anymore)
my voice was stolen
my classmate sneezes
bless you
I forget I’m much stronger than them.